I Never Told You.

What you said. What you did. What happened. I can't never forget. Because it hurts so bad.
You gave reasons. You never showed. You never felt. You never told. You never tried. What I felt was only lies.

Maybe I should have done it a long time ago. Maybe I should have said it a long time ago. Maybe I should have said it when it happens. Maybe I should have said it when you left. Maybe I should have stood up and brought you back.

Now I feel the emptiness. Now I feel the miss. Now I lack the smiles. Now I walk alone. Now I have the space bigger than I ever needed. Now I have no talks with laughters. Now I have my hands on my head instead of my heart. Now I can't see you in my dreams. Now its all dark. Now there's nothing else I could do. Now i'm weak.