Say Something

Say something i'm giving up on you.

I'll be the one if you want me to.

Anywhere, I would've followed you.

Say something i'm giving up on you.

I am feeling so small.

It was over my head.

I know nothing at all.

And I will stumble and fall.

I'm still learning to love.

Just starting to crawl.

04052013 - Mirrors

"Its like you're my mirrorMy mirror staring back at meI couldn't get any biggerWith anyone else besides me"
Justin Timberlake- Mirrors



 

So What Now?

I tried so hard to write something. At least a story of my life or maybe a bit of today's session. I am not able to. Why? There is this thing in me asking me to solve this puzzle. What puzzle? A puzzle of whether to leave everything behind or hold it till the end. Lets break it down into questions shall we... 

How long can I hold it?
If I let it go, would it be the biggest mistake?
How can I mend the broken heart?
Can I stall everything and be in peace for a while at least?
Is this the last episode to my long drawn drama series?
How can I stop this thing from happening? Am I ready?


 The best part is.. Is it even worth fighting for?

The Best I Never Had.

Summer of 2012. The part where it all started.

 I've been gone for so long now,
 Chasing everything that's new,
I have forgotten how I got here,
I have never forgotten you,
We're just children with our eyes opening,
You were all that I could see,
You came close enough to know my heart beat but
Still not close enough for me.

 Through the good times and the bad,
You were the best I never had,
The only chance I wish I had to take,
There was no writing on the wall,
No warning signs to follow,
I know now and I just can't forget,
You're the best I never had.

 In this motel,
Will pass midnight,
When i'm bluer than a bruise,
And you come drifting through the half light,
In your funny black shoes,
And I hope that's you standing at my doorway,
That's the scratching of your key,
And I hope this thing i'm writing,
Someday finds you,
My letter to leave.

 Through the good times and the bad,
You were the best I never had,
The only chance I wish I had to take,
The was no writing on the wall,
No warning signs to follow,
I know now and I just can't forget,
You're the best thing I never had,
 The best I never had.

If I Have A Bot.

An opening to the a new life i'm going to have to live.

With or Without You.

Heard this song in Friends, got stuck in my head for a lil while. Tried playing it, and now its in my favorites on Spotify.

Here's the cover. Only cause of Kina Grannis.

That Is Me.

I am secure,

When you're not sure,

Maybe I could be the cure.

I am noisy,

Not that classy,

And not too sissy.

I am not always right,

Wanted someone bright,

To walk me through the light.

I am insanely hard,

Someone soft would be a good start,

Teach me to appreciate your art.

I am a daydreamer,

Not a good singer,

But a good apologizer.