Thursday, December 1, 2011
A Written Poem
If I have the power that only God has,
I would make her soul to not grow old,
So I could appreciate her life like she appreciates mine,
Cause her heart is made of pure gold.
In the mirror I look at myself,
I wish I had the same smile,
With that she showed everyday,
Like a land filled with joined tiles.
I can never give her the best gifts,
They are all cheap and empty,
People say I am being uncaring,
Well, they are just full of uncertainty.
Even if I have a million dollar car,
She was the best treasure I’ve known,
No matter how much I care for the car,
Never can it compare to the love she had shown.
Why do I need to be independent?
Why do I need to see the world?
Learning from her the world is fair,
While in reality it is cruel.
Lucky enough to have her,
One I can call my own,
If she really look at my gestures,
She’ll know how much my love had grown.
When I told her about my sorrow,
She never looks or even stares,
Nothing can she do or even repair,
But I know how much she cares.
Glad with the forgiveness she gave me,
For every mistakes I made,
Born as a stubborn child,
No other word can be said.
This is the story told by a lover,
Telling you about a woman that breeds,
Who later on became the love,
Who cares about his deeds.
by Akmal Hanif
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Marvins Room
I need you right now
Are you down to listen to me
Too many drink have been given to me
I got some women that been living off me
Paid for their flight and hotels i'm ashamed
Bet that you know them, I won't say no names
After a while, they all seem the same
I've had sex four times this week i'll explain
Having a hard time adjusting to fame
Are you down to listen to me
Too many drink have been given to me
I got some women that been living off me
Paid for their flight and hotels i'm ashamed
Bet that you know them, I won't say no names
After a while, they all seem the same
I've had sex four times this week i'll explain
Having a hard time adjusting to fame
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
A Paragraph
We are all human beings.
In this life we share tears. We share laughters. We share feelings.
We always say " I love you" to each other everyday.
But does that sentence even mean what you really want it to mean?
In every heart, there is an unseen photo that can only be seen when you heart beats faster than a bullet.
That is when the symptoms of "..cannot stop thinking about her/he" starts.
But when that photo is old enough, we neglect, we start finding, and we replace.
People say loving is beautiful. Yet, it breaks a lot of hearts.
Only those who survived hold hands.
A short paragraph of an experience that was never realized as one.
In this life we share tears. We share laughters. We share feelings.
We always say " I love you" to each other everyday.
But does that sentence even mean what you really want it to mean?
In every heart, there is an unseen photo that can only be seen when you heart beats faster than a bullet.
That is when the symptoms of "..cannot stop thinking about her/he" starts.
But when that photo is old enough, we neglect, we start finding, and we replace.
People say loving is beautiful. Yet, it breaks a lot of hearts.
Only those who survived hold hands.
A short paragraph of an experience that was never realized as one.
Monday, October 10, 2011
A Song : Seconds of Listening
Tears stream down your face,
When you lose something you cannot replace,
Tears stream down your phase,
Tears stream down your face,
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes,
Tears stream down your face,
And lights will guide home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you.
When you lose something you cannot replace,
Tears stream down your phase,
Tears stream down your face,
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes,
Tears stream down your face,
And lights will guide home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
So Far Away
It was a while there that I thought you were with me. Will be with me when the sun rise and and when it sets. In some cases you are the one i'm looking for in my life. Making sense on all the statements I made for you to realized the fact.
But in one day...everything went blank. You stopped looking behind when I sent you back home. The perfect chapter laid at rest. Time turned the pages still but the cover was burning. The paste of the "word" was forgotten. You made your choice but that was never a part of mine.
Separated with the deed done before. Lived an empty life for the fifty months of darkness. Trapped in a spirit that pushed him on a side with no mercy to himself. You're so far away now...a thousand miles in that nation. A nation with the same language but different tongue. That distance made me see the gender of your kind. It made me shoved this red blood heart into a shadow of hatred and suspicious. And it will go on for the time ticking.
With a hope....I hope...you have that small little things taken care off. A wish and a demand, I hope he's not like me and I hope he understands. Maybe this someday can change. Only with this Fall in Ohio would suggest.
Sincerely,
Akmal H.
Friday, September 30, 2011
untitled
There was a place...
Deep inside the cold.
You had me with the blanket on..looking at the stars.
Counting them like counting days.
With this arms around you listening to what it says.
One day in that afternoon cold.
All those stars were sold.
You lost your trust.
It became a lust...slowing down the beats.
I said.." Don't lose your trust".
The pitch got higher.
The place around us got tighter.
You never should have.
You never should have.
In this same cold wind.
Your perfume smell flew by.
That long pitch sound of the strings remain behind.
Manage myself to not being blind.
I'm a bullet proof vest.
Putting everything at rest.
Keep on coming back.
Even if I get sack.
I know i'll see you soon.
I'll see you soon...
Deep inside the cold.
You had me with the blanket on..looking at the stars.
Counting them like counting days.
With this arms around you listening to what it says.
One day in that afternoon cold.
All those stars were sold.
You lost your trust.
It became a lust...slowing down the beats.
I said.." Don't lose your trust".
The pitch got higher.
The place around us got tighter.
You never should have.
You never should have.
In this same cold wind.
Your perfume smell flew by.
That long pitch sound of the strings remain behind.
Manage myself to not being blind.
I'm a bullet proof vest.
Putting everything at rest.
Keep on coming back.
Even if I get sack.
I know i'll see you soon.
I'll see you soon...
Monday, September 19, 2011
The Remedy
It's morning,
You wake,
A sun ray hits your face as we lay in the wake of destruction,
Hush baby,
Speak softly,
Tell me you're awfully sorry,
That you pull me off the coffee table last night so I can push you off me.
Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me,
Run out the room and i'll follow you like a lost puppy.
Baby without you, i'm nothing, i'm so lost hug me,
Then tell me how ugly I am but that you'll always love me,
Then after that shove me,
In the aftermath of destructive path that we're on,
Two psychopaths-but we know that no matter how many knives we put in each others back,
That we'll have each others back,
Cause we're that lucky.
Together we move mountain,
Lets not make mountains out of molehills,
You hit me twice but who's counting?
I may hit you three times I start to lose count,
But together we live forever we'll found a youth fountain.
Our love is crazy we're nuts but I refuse counseling,
This house is too huge ,
If you move out i'll burn the two thousand square feet of it,
Ain't shit you can do about it
Cause with you i'm in my fucking mind without i'm out it.
You wake,
A sun ray hits your face as we lay in the wake of destruction,
Hush baby,
Speak softly,
Tell me you're awfully sorry,
That you pull me off the coffee table last night so I can push you off me.
Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me,
Run out the room and i'll follow you like a lost puppy.
Baby without you, i'm nothing, i'm so lost hug me,
Then tell me how ugly I am but that you'll always love me,
Then after that shove me,
In the aftermath of destructive path that we're on,
Two psychopaths-but we know that no matter how many knives we put in each others back,
That we'll have each others back,
Cause we're that lucky.
Together we move mountain,
Lets not make mountains out of molehills,
You hit me twice but who's counting?
I may hit you three times I start to lose count,
But together we live forever we'll found a youth fountain.
Our love is crazy we're nuts but I refuse counseling,
This house is too huge ,
If you move out i'll burn the two thousand square feet of it,
Ain't shit you can do about it
Cause with you i'm in my fucking mind without i'm out it.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
I'm No Superman.
Yes yes, everyone knows that you have the right to curse me with words from your mind.
Yes I was an ass when you left.
Well, there is no words to describe what I did. You're right. I was just trying to please you from the way I think not yours. Maybe I should considered yours cause mine sucks.
Its been half a year alright. I guess I screwed up big time since you're pissed off. And for that I'm sorry. You know I am. How far can you take that rage of yours away?? You can't so might just end it.
If I could be a Superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again,
Cause every time you touch my hand,
And feel the power running through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that i'm not that strong,
Cause i'm no Superman,
I hope you like me as I am.
Yes I was an ass when you left.
Well, there is no words to describe what I did. You're right. I was just trying to please you from the way I think not yours. Maybe I should considered yours cause mine sucks.
Its been half a year alright. I guess I screwed up big time since you're pissed off. And for that I'm sorry. You know I am. How far can you take that rage of yours away?? You can't so might just end it.
If I could be a Superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again,
Cause every time you touch my hand,
And feel the power running through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that i'm not that strong,
Cause i'm no Superman,
I hope you like me as I am.
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
My Heart's A StEReO
This song makes me appreciate the sound systems I have in my house. And not forgetting my macbook speaker. We must learn to love the stereo sounds since good music nowadays are so hard to find.
My heart's a stereo,
It beats for you so listen close,
Hear my thoughts in every note.
My heart's a stereo,
It beats for you so listen close,
Hear my thoughts in every note.
Monday, September 5, 2011
How To Love.

You were born with responsibilities even before you can see the sun.
How to love?
You moved back and forth with things you can't have and that was for others
How to love?
You met many crooks that stole your heart breaking them into pieces.
How to love?
You work for the sake of others and others only.
How to love?
You bow to people who used you for their own good.
How to love?
You married a man who you never had feelings for.
How to love?
You settled down in a f***ed up place just for the sake of that support crook who destroyed you life.
How to love?
You had a child alone but it was two nine months ago.
How to love?
You get older knowing nothing but serving the best of others.
How to love?
You live a life without knowing how beautiful you are, how many smiles you can give and how happy you could be.
How to love?
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Strip Me.
This is the little life that I had a few years back. A life that made me drunk, hungover and of course sober for another round of shots. Being Revealed :
This girl,
Can't get her out of my head.
Maybe its her hair, maybe her style or maybe her eyes.
This club,
Give me disturbance.
The music, beats and voices..make the feet moves like the floor is slippery.
These drinks,
Turn me around.
The taste and branded bottles..cheers!!
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday..
And here we go..Thursday, Friday and Saturday
For Sunday we stay sober.
Well this life stopped months ago and yes it feels good. But somehow, the style is this there. For that style I keep it. I shall stop the rest.
This girl,
Can't get her out of my head.
Maybe its her hair, maybe her style or maybe her eyes.
This club,
Give me disturbance.
The music, beats and voices..make the feet moves like the floor is slippery.
These drinks,
Turn me around.
The taste and branded bottles..cheers!!
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday..
And here we go..Thursday, Friday and Saturday
For Sunday we stay sober.
Well this life stopped months ago and yes it feels good. But somehow, the style is this there. For that style I keep it. I shall stop the rest.
Friday, July 22, 2011
A Memory Repeat.
Ladies and gentlemen,
Slow Dancing In A Burning Room
by
John Mayer
Live at Nokia Theatre, Los Angeles, CA
December 8th 2007
Thank You.
ps: watch in HD!!
Slow Dancing In A Burning Room
by
John Mayer
Live at Nokia Theatre, Los Angeles, CA
December 8th 2007
Thank You.
ps: watch in HD!!
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Unreasonable Crush : The First Time.
The first time we met,
I sat down feeling flat,
If you can imagine how nervous I was,
My heart beats without a pause.
The feel of saying,
The feel of looking,
The feel of smiling,
Putting up with a tone of shouting.
Would you feel the same,
Would you say the same,
The crush with no reason,
Trapped me in a flowery prison.
Till this day,
The tape still in play,
What should I do, what should I say,
Cause you drive me miles away.
For so long you and me,
Never still see,
Maybe its not our faith,
Soon it shall fade.
I sat down feeling flat,
If you can imagine how nervous I was,
My heart beats without a pause.
The feel of saying,
The feel of looking,
The feel of smiling,
Putting up with a tone of shouting.
Would you feel the same,
Would you say the same,
The crush with no reason,
Trapped me in a flowery prison.
Till this day,
The tape still in play,
What should I do, what should I say,
Cause you drive me miles away.
For so long you and me,
Never still see,
Maybe its not our faith,
Soon it shall fade.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Fear
Fear is a word that lives in between every single human beings. You can never escape fear in your life.
The only way to defeat fear is to fight it with fear.
Fear within yourself is the courage outside.
The only way to defeat fear is to fight it with fear.
Fear within yourself is the courage outside.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Ketika Cinta Bertasbih
Cinta adalah kekuatan,
Yang mampu megubah duri jadi mawar,
Mengubah cuka jadi anggur,
Mengubah sedih jadi riang,
Mengubah marah jadi ramah,
Mengubah musibah jadi muhibah,
Sekali pun cinta telah ku uraikan,
Dan ku jelaskan panjang lebar,
Namun jika cinta ku datangi,
Aku jadi malu pada keterangan ku sendiri.
Dalam menguraikan cinta,
Akal terbaring tak berdaya,
Bagaikan keldai terbaring dalam lumpur,
Cinta sendirilah yang menerangkan,
Cinta dan percintaan.
Yang mampu megubah duri jadi mawar,
Mengubah cuka jadi anggur,
Mengubah sedih jadi riang,
Mengubah marah jadi ramah,
Mengubah musibah jadi muhibah,
Sekali pun cinta telah ku uraikan,
Dan ku jelaskan panjang lebar,
Namun jika cinta ku datangi,
Aku jadi malu pada keterangan ku sendiri.
Dalam menguraikan cinta,
Akal terbaring tak berdaya,
Bagaikan keldai terbaring dalam lumpur,
Cinta sendirilah yang menerangkan,
Cinta dan percintaan.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Hey you...
Hey you,
I fall in love with your eyes.
The first ever pair of eyes that caught my heart.
Hey you,
I fall in love with your smile.
It makes me forget whatever things that I have in mind.
Hey you,
I fall in love with your voice.
The softest tone a human would have.
Hey you,
Its just you.
The place I shall lean on when sadness gloom around me.
Only you.
I fall in love with your eyes.
The first ever pair of eyes that caught my heart.
Hey you,
I fall in love with your smile.
It makes me forget whatever things that I have in mind.
Hey you,
I fall in love with your voice.
The softest tone a human would have.
Hey you,
Its just you.
The place I shall lean on when sadness gloom around me.
Only you.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Chapter 2: What is Love.
We just can't help ourselves thinking about love. Yes and yes it makes us feel like there is nothing else better to have in this world. The truth is, love is not what you think it is. We will never understand the word love.
The world we're living now destroyed love even before we realized it existed.
Money became love.
Cars became love.
Power became love.
Getting drunk is what we love to do.
Having sex is the love on February 14th.
Isn't love about you and me?
or you and us?
or maybe we and you?
If not then what is love?
Maybe its time for us to realize that we are not sailing on the right ship.
The world we're living now destroyed love even before we realized it existed.
Money became love.
Cars became love.
Power became love.
Getting drunk is what we love to do.
Having sex is the love on February 14th.
Isn't love about you and me?
or you and us?
or maybe we and you?
If not then what is love?
Maybe its time for us to realize that we are not sailing on the right ship.
Selamat Tinggal.
Celikan mata ku melihat kau pergi,
Biarkan ku dalam sepi,
Masih ku mimpikan kepergianmu,
Tiada yang kau tinggalkan untukku.
Matamu memberiku ketenangan,
Tiada ku melalutkan pandangan,
Satu pemberian yang bermakna,
Tidak akan ku hanyut dalam lena.
Apa yang telah terjadi,
Tidak dapat ku fahami,
Hanya Yang Esa memahami,
Pasrah, ku biarkan kau pergi.
786
Biarkan ku dalam sepi,
Masih ku mimpikan kepergianmu,
Tiada yang kau tinggalkan untukku.
Matamu memberiku ketenangan,
Tiada ku melalutkan pandangan,
Satu pemberian yang bermakna,
Tidak akan ku hanyut dalam lena.
Apa yang telah terjadi,
Tidak dapat ku fahami,
Hanya Yang Esa memahami,
Pasrah, ku biarkan kau pergi.
786
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Miss Right.
Hello..Good evening.
Came in here,
Shut the world out,
Nothing to get into,
Nothing to dream about.
Just grab a little bite,
Quite a little night,
By no means looking for miss right,
But Hello..Good evening.
Clearly she was out with her girls alone,
Beautiful without any make-up on,
The kind that make you wanna put the games away,
Think about the future but first i'll say,
Hello..Good evening.
But ain't it amazing,
Spend forever looking,
All the time wasting,
Soon as I throw my hands up and say I quit,
Turn the corner and there my future sits,
I'll say Hello..Good evening.
Please forgive me if i'm forward,
But this chance won't pass me by,
See i'm looking at forever,
And it's the most beautiful thing i've seen in my life.
Miss right,
How about we disappear,
Said if you got no plans,
Baby if you got time,
Come and be the rest of my life.
Came in here,
Shut the world out,
Nothing to get into,
Nothing to dream about.
Just grab a little bite,
Quite a little night,
By no means looking for miss right,
But Hello..Good evening.
Clearly she was out with her girls alone,
Beautiful without any make-up on,
The kind that make you wanna put the games away,
Think about the future but first i'll say,
Hello..Good evening.
But ain't it amazing,
Spend forever looking,
All the time wasting,
Soon as I throw my hands up and say I quit,
Turn the corner and there my future sits,
I'll say Hello..Good evening.
Please forgive me if i'm forward,
But this chance won't pass me by,
See i'm looking at forever,
And it's the most beautiful thing i've seen in my life.
Miss right,
How about we disappear,
Said if you got no plans,
Baby if you got time,
Come and be the rest of my life.
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Light to Dust
At times when I sleep,
There is a thinking,
While those eyes are close,
I stream through that faces.
When its daylight,
The sun block you away,
With hope that you come back,
A thought of a mind that reacts the same way.
It is dark, it is dark,
None of me was able to see,
What's inside. Not anymore.
Deeper it went,
Just can't swim no more,
And you went back up,
Leaving those golden moments.
Coming back,
With a proposition,
We're done. That's what you said.
Every words seemed to be dull.
Numb is what I felt now,
Time I need,
Stop is what I want.
Till it comes again.
Public notion-public intention.
There is a thinking,
While those eyes are close,
I stream through that faces.
When its daylight,
The sun block you away,
With hope that you come back,
A thought of a mind that reacts the same way.
It is dark, it is dark,
None of me was able to see,
What's inside. Not anymore.
Deeper it went,
Just can't swim no more,
And you went back up,
Leaving those golden moments.
Coming back,
With a proposition,
We're done. That's what you said.
Every words seemed to be dull.
Numb is what I felt now,
Time I need,
Stop is what I want.
Till it comes again.
Public notion-public intention.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
The Broken Pride.
Thanks for the heart break. You're too kind.
And for that, it goes around again. I'll just keep on going with a believe of a lie that you put me through.
A divine moment of my silence, entertained by a creative thinking options.
And for that, it goes around again. I'll just keep on going with a believe of a lie that you put me through.
A divine moment of my silence, entertained by a creative thinking options.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Nice Song on a Saturday.
Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away
So I start a revolution from my bed
'Cause you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
'cause You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
And so Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say
Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows, if it's night or day.
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock 'n Roll band
and throw it all away
Gonna start the revolution from my bed
'Cause you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
And So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by.
her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say
And So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say
So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late and we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger, don't look back in anger
I heard you say
It's not today.
Friday, June 10, 2011
In Need.
What happened to us?
What happened to those feelings?
What happened to crushes?
What happened to believing?
What happened to honesty?
What happened to liking?
What happened to old smiles?
What happened to not being ready?
What happened to you?
Giving in too much. With hopes and wishes that never came true. The state of loving you was never true. Lies and statements you threw. Changing minds and thoughts without thinking. Finally, with a termination and destroyed.
- End of wondering -
What happened to those feelings?
What happened to crushes?
What happened to believing?
What happened to honesty?
What happened to liking?
What happened to old smiles?
What happened to not being ready?
What happened to you?
Giving in too much. With hopes and wishes that never came true. The state of loving you was never true. Lies and statements you threw. Changing minds and thoughts without thinking. Finally, with a termination and destroyed.
- End of wondering -
Saturday, June 4, 2011
The Intentions.
My heart has spoken this to your heart,
That I have fallen in love with you,
My life and my love have faith in me,
Make yourself as restless with longing as I am,
Please do understand my heartbeat,
Fall in love with me,
Stay with those eyes and make me mesmerized.
Say it and i'll bring the moon and stars to you,
I'll turn the wind and clouds towards you,
None can explain this feeling I have,
I have the sea next to me,
The desert miles away,
But why the thirst?
On you I shall place this world at,
Cause there is nothing else I could stare at,
I drink fire, I breathe water,
Without you I can't stay center.
Daily you enter my dreams,
Why did you do that for?
I won't depart from embracing you,
I won't move away from your path,
Those pretty eyes trapped me.
How can I meet those eyes?
How can I give you my heart?
How can I make you fall in love?
My intention is that I would return,
I shall steal you away from your mind,
Wait for me and you'll see.
That I have fallen in love with you,
My life and my love have faith in me,
Make yourself as restless with longing as I am,
Please do understand my heartbeat,
Fall in love with me,
Stay with those eyes and make me mesmerized.
Say it and i'll bring the moon and stars to you,
I'll turn the wind and clouds towards you,
None can explain this feeling I have,
I have the sea next to me,
The desert miles away,
But why the thirst?
On you I shall place this world at,
Cause there is nothing else I could stare at,
I drink fire, I breathe water,
Without you I can't stay center.
Daily you enter my dreams,
Why did you do that for?
I won't depart from embracing you,
I won't move away from your path,
Those pretty eyes trapped me.
How can I meet those eyes?
How can I give you my heart?
How can I make you fall in love?
My intention is that I would return,
I shall steal you away from your mind,
Wait for me and you'll see.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Sunday, May 15, 2011
And for you.
Just so you know, the biggest mistake you made was the one you did before I made mine. A promise : one day you will see your wrong doings and that is when you would see how ignorant you were.
A.K.
A.K.
Excitement.
The trigger that I felt was extraordinary. It affects nothing but your kinesics movements. Basically it makes you feel like you're in a different world in just that moment. That was the only time that I felt free to do anything I wanted, to think what I always wanted to think and judge whatever people I always wanted to judge.
Every time it happens, it caught my mind of wondering about who says.
Who says you're not perfect,
Who says you're not worth it,
Who says that you're the only one that's hurting.
Well..look its happening right as we speak.
All the time, I sat down at a corner in my house and take the beat down. The best thing about it is that, it pulls you towards the beat and of course there goes the bang. Just party on till its morning. Then the after party. That's just how it rolls.
My journey is still ahead of me. Exploring the consequences of this excitement is still my priority and until I find the peace inside me, that will be the day this excitement ends.
People out there might be saying that this way of feeling the fun is not the right way of life but for a better respect,
let me tell you something-- a lot of things that we all do in life before this were never perfect and full of dilemmas.
Personal Statement: On what things I said, a confession would be... no matter what I do, all I think about is you. Even when i'm with the light from the West, you're in the East is still the best.
Every time it happens, it caught my mind of wondering about who says.
Who says you're not perfect,
Who says you're not worth it,
Who says that you're the only one that's hurting.
Well..look its happening right as we speak.
All the time, I sat down at a corner in my house and take the beat down. The best thing about it is that, it pulls you towards the beat and of course there goes the bang. Just party on till its morning. Then the after party. That's just how it rolls.
My journey is still ahead of me. Exploring the consequences of this excitement is still my priority and until I find the peace inside me, that will be the day this excitement ends.
People out there might be saying that this way of feeling the fun is not the right way of life but for a better respect,
let me tell you something-- a lot of things that we all do in life before this were never perfect and full of dilemmas.
Personal Statement: On what things I said, a confession would be... no matter what I do, all I think about is you. Even when i'm with the light from the West, you're in the East is still the best.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Scattered.
This is a shout out for the people out there who considered freedom as life.
This is a statement of a person who thinks the world has a problem with races and colors.
This is a warning to those who thinks they live in the world they own, well you are so FUCKING wrong!!
Laws and regulations? Are they true? Justice? Leaders? Banners? Protests? Riots?
What in the hell is going on to us? What did we do wrong?
Criminals became criminals because others became criminals to them.
People !! Let us love freedom and keep that in mind everytime you put your best song on.
So what we get drunk?
So what we smoke weed?
We're just having fun and we don't care who sees.
So what we go out, that's how supposed to be.
Feel the freedom and the life we have. See the inside of every single soul we have.
Reach the divine love, close your eyes and think of happiness.
Make friends no matter who they are cause the more you know, the better your life will be.
Roll that blunt up and smoke it if you believe in what you believe. We are just having fun. Make sure they know.
To those girls out there who think you are that valuable, you can fuck the hell off damn it !! The world is not a place for people who are proud within their own perspectives. How hot can you be?? You ain't have shit.
We have so many expressions of words out there. Keep on listening to them, and keep them in track. Never think of something being wrong if you are right. Don't back yourself off if you think you ain't do shit to no one.
Stay yourself, be yourself.
This is a statement of a person who thinks the world has a problem with races and colors.
This is a warning to those who thinks they live in the world they own, well you are so FUCKING wrong!!
Laws and regulations? Are they true? Justice? Leaders? Banners? Protests? Riots?
What in the hell is going on to us? What did we do wrong?
Criminals became criminals because others became criminals to them.
People !! Let us love freedom and keep that in mind everytime you put your best song on.
So what we get drunk?
So what we smoke weed?
We're just having fun and we don't care who sees.
So what we go out, that's how supposed to be.
Feel the freedom and the life we have. See the inside of every single soul we have.
Reach the divine love, close your eyes and think of happiness.
Make friends no matter who they are cause the more you know, the better your life will be.
Roll that blunt up and smoke it if you believe in what you believe. We are just having fun. Make sure they know.
To those girls out there who think you are that valuable, you can fuck the hell off damn it !! The world is not a place for people who are proud within their own perspectives. How hot can you be?? You ain't have shit.
We have so many expressions of words out there. Keep on listening to them, and keep them in track. Never think of something being wrong if you are right. Don't back yourself off if you think you ain't do shit to no one.
Stay yourself, be yourself.
Friday, April 8, 2011
Fly With Wooden Rocket.
For you my most dearest.
Follow me. Up Up we go. Let us see the moon together. It's pretty up there.
Follow me. Up Up we go. Let us see the moon together. It's pretty up there.
Crossing Borders.
I've been slapped,
I've been kicked,
I try not to tap,
But it makes me sick.
Alright..i'm not ready for the moon,
Wasting time waiting for the sun,
Hope to tell you soon,
You acted weird for a bun.
Ideas I have in mind,
Plans you have on hand,
Expecting for hunger to dine,
But me not realized until then.
Laughters before were big,
Became crucial on the second,
Made me wonder where to dig,
That you used as a point to reckoned.
Looking left and right,
Days before appearance,
You were acting the best bright,
Not the same when it came to the chance.
Pitch raised when crossing borders,
Apologies done from this side,
A reason for not knowing you the greatest,
Change from smiles to collide.
Pushing it all to me,
None of the issues on you,
Nothing came across about me that you flee,
Just bet for the wrongs on you.
Now that I stopped all efforts,
You and your standards are wrong,
Cause you know life is not about comforts,
Think and grow are what you need to beat the song.
You get what you got,
Not all you got,
Think about this spot,
You might need an escort.
Conclude is not about the food,
Conclude is not about the joke,
Its about who stood,
And who did the poke.
You just met the new generation of a human being. Its called real creations.
I've been kicked,
I try not to tap,
But it makes me sick.
Alright..i'm not ready for the moon,
Wasting time waiting for the sun,
Hope to tell you soon,
You acted weird for a bun.
Ideas I have in mind,
Plans you have on hand,
Expecting for hunger to dine,
But me not realized until then.
Laughters before were big,
Became crucial on the second,
Made me wonder where to dig,
That you used as a point to reckoned.
Looking left and right,
Days before appearance,
You were acting the best bright,
Not the same when it came to the chance.
Pitch raised when crossing borders,
Apologies done from this side,
A reason for not knowing you the greatest,
Change from smiles to collide.
Pushing it all to me,
None of the issues on you,
Nothing came across about me that you flee,
Just bet for the wrongs on you.
Now that I stopped all efforts,
You and your standards are wrong,
Cause you know life is not about comforts,
Think and grow are what you need to beat the song.
You get what you got,
Not all you got,
Think about this spot,
You might need an escort.
Conclude is not about the food,
Conclude is not about the joke,
Its about who stood,
And who did the poke.
You just met the new generation of a human being. Its called real creations.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Haven't Met You Yet.
I'm not surprised, not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times that I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in and talk myself out.
I get all worked out, then I let myself down.
I tried so very hard not to loose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought, I thought of every possibility.
And I know someday it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you KID, that I give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.
I might have to wait, I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing and the other half's luck.
Wherever you are, whenever its right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.
And I know that we can be so amazing.
Your is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.
They say all is fair.
In love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and we'll be united.
I just haven't met you yet.
I've broken my heart so many times that I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in and talk myself out.
I get all worked out, then I let myself down.
I tried so very hard not to loose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought, I thought of every possibility.
And I know someday it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you KID, that I give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.
I might have to wait, I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing and the other half's luck.
Wherever you are, whenever its right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.
And I know that we can be so amazing.
Your is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.
They say all is fair.
In love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and we'll be united.
I just haven't met you yet.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Someday.

Sometimes, I kept on thinking. Should I ? Can I ? Will I ? Those things we did, they were just superb. You give me laughters and crazy moments of my life. Seldom we get those compliments. Excitements were always there even if the mood clouds cover me. Why ?
Now that make me wonder. Never once I thought of you being fragile and hard to hold. Your look capture the fairness of your feelings. I can always sense the part of you being weak. Maybe we have the same pattern for a locket that shows a heart in the middle. It came to my realization years ago that I was never good of making pretty lines and choosing colorful flowers. The only thing that I know I can, is telling the truth for what I feel. And yet, time should give me the trigger to explain.
You are like raindrops that clear those dirts out of my skin. Your ways just amazed me with who you are, and my eyes would be filled with regrets if I never keep on the " knowing " step.
Well...someday you will see it. Something deniable but undeniable.
Image by James Koehnline, Librarian ( Deviantart)
Saturday, March 5, 2011
A Conclusion not an Illusion
All humans.
Love is not science nor literature.
You don't need to be ready to fall in love.
You don't need time to fall in love.
You don't need to be perfect to fall in love.
You don't need to change to fall in love.
All you need is you.
All you need to know is how to fall in love not what it is. There is just no meaning for that word.
Remember how you love the sun when spring comes. Do the same with love and you'll be fine.
Believing is something.
Love is not science nor literature.
You don't need to be ready to fall in love.
You don't need time to fall in love.
You don't need to be perfect to fall in love.
You don't need to change to fall in love.
All you need is you.
All you need to know is how to fall in love not what it is. There is just no meaning for that word.
Remember how you love the sun when spring comes. Do the same with love and you'll be fine.
Believing is something.
Monday, February 21, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
An Explanation : Conversation in words.
The night we talked, the focus was not on the lines but on you. No words running through my mind when there you were with your smiles. Been missing that since the day you gave the first one to me.
What i'm about to say will only stays as it is.
When definition was being concerned upon the word love, I would softly differ that statement. For me, its not about What love stands for but instead its about How you understand love. In this world, human beings are created with their unique ways of thinking. Each of us have our own definitions when it comes to love. I'm sure of that, but how we deal with it, how we commit towards the word we give the definition on, and how we feel when the word flow through your veins are those concerns that I have in me with a believe that they will strengthen the relationship bonded with that word. People out there have many meanings for the word God but what is the point if you are able to say what it is but not believing in it ? The love between us would be prettier if we believe. Trust me with a smile in this...
Definition is always the first step but the concept of learning is always the most important part in a chapter. Comparing it with love, if definition is what we know and one knows less on how to use it in manners then it will never work. I never care nor give hope that our ways would be the same. All i'm asking is just you and your love. A knowledge in mind that I realized is that the love you have in your heart, goes to the family that you carried your name with but with a humble look upon your breathing heart, all i'm asking for is a cut from that heart even if its the smallest cut you can give cause that piece will be my only light for you. The love that I felt for you stays the same even if you are transparent from my look or gone in between my eyes. You know this truth from beneath your lips.
If the heart of yours will not open its doors, then I shall walk back to the very beginning of this path without looking back. With hopes, that your heart stays warm without my appearance but always do remember that even though a big part in me wanting you in my life but somehow that small part says, a friend.
Akmal Hanif.
What i'm about to say will only stays as it is.
When definition was being concerned upon the word love, I would softly differ that statement. For me, its not about What love stands for but instead its about How you understand love. In this world, human beings are created with their unique ways of thinking. Each of us have our own definitions when it comes to love. I'm sure of that, but how we deal with it, how we commit towards the word we give the definition on, and how we feel when the word flow through your veins are those concerns that I have in me with a believe that they will strengthen the relationship bonded with that word. People out there have many meanings for the word God but what is the point if you are able to say what it is but not believing in it ? The love between us would be prettier if we believe. Trust me with a smile in this...
Definition is always the first step but the concept of learning is always the most important part in a chapter. Comparing it with love, if definition is what we know and one knows less on how to use it in manners then it will never work. I never care nor give hope that our ways would be the same. All i'm asking is just you and your love. A knowledge in mind that I realized is that the love you have in your heart, goes to the family that you carried your name with but with a humble look upon your breathing heart, all i'm asking for is a cut from that heart even if its the smallest cut you can give cause that piece will be my only light for you. The love that I felt for you stays the same even if you are transparent from my look or gone in between my eyes. You know this truth from beneath your lips.
If the heart of yours will not open its doors, then I shall walk back to the very beginning of this path without looking back. With hopes, that your heart stays warm without my appearance but always do remember that even though a big part in me wanting you in my life but somehow that small part says, a friend.
Akmal Hanif.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
This Ain't a Fantasy.
Well it snows now and soon hotness blooms again,
What you told me was too plain,
I've said things that I felt was true,
Now it seems hard for me to get through.
Believing is still with me,
With you and me,
Just to be sure, I do no good without you,
Hence i'll make more you.
Sometimes you pushed me away,
Creating the feeling to sway,
Then you pull me back,
Gone and I'm back on track.
Stroll your photos everyday,
Knowing that it was all just a drama play,
Hoping for a Sunday talk,
But hopes increase with a bulk.
Assuming that you're mine was never wrong,
Its like smoking weed with a tall bong,
But the time it takes you to realize is,
Its like sleeping without a kiss.
It ends here for you to think,
Don't ever be scared or it will shrink,
Feel the magic again,
Please don't let it drain.
What you told me was too plain,
I've said things that I felt was true,
Now it seems hard for me to get through.
Believing is still with me,
With you and me,
Just to be sure, I do no good without you,
Hence i'll make more you.
Sometimes you pushed me away,
Creating the feeling to sway,
Then you pull me back,
Gone and I'm back on track.
Stroll your photos everyday,
Knowing that it was all just a drama play,
Hoping for a Sunday talk,
But hopes increase with a bulk.
Assuming that you're mine was never wrong,
Its like smoking weed with a tall bong,
But the time it takes you to realize is,
Its like sleeping without a kiss.
It ends here for you to think,
Don't ever be scared or it will shrink,
Feel the magic again,
Please don't let it drain.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Praise Allah for His power we manage to live the way we are now. Praise to Him, for him we remember who we are and walk back to where we are to we where we should start.
Give the present of praise to the Prophet Muhammad S.A.W, for his remembrance of his ummat even before he left us to be with the Mighty Allah. With the story, when his soul was up above his neck, his words remain, Ummati !! Ummati !! As-Solat !! As-Solat !! . To him, nothing matters in this world more then us his beloved ummat. We MUST put our respect most of him than the greatest man on earth for he is the greatest among all even if the world lives for another million years.
The only key to heaven is
لا اله الا الله محمد رسول الله
Give the present of praise to the Prophet Muhammad S.A.W, for his remembrance of his ummat even before he left us to be with the Mighty Allah. With the story, when his soul was up above his neck, his words remain, Ummati !! Ummati !! As-Solat !! As-Solat !! . To him, nothing matters in this world more then us his beloved ummat. We MUST put our respect most of him than the greatest man on earth for he is the greatest among all even if the world lives for another million years.
The only key to heaven is
لا اله الا الله محمد رسول الله
Sunday, January 23, 2011
At This Moment 2
Thank you for the force.
Thank you for the push.
You've made me talk.
You messed me up.
In that moment I didn't feel like it.
Just for a second, it kept on popping out.
Cause I know that expression.
The same before.
Not in that moment I wanted to spill it.
Hurt is just there and I knew.
Told the picture on the other side.
What I said was not what I said.
More to come you should know.
But maybe no, you wouldn't need that speech no more.
1130am looking at my screen
With fingers making those writing noise.
With the cold surrounding my feet.
Even if the sun is shining.
There is still no heat.
Just like the season in your heart.
HAHA. With me laughing alone.
Without any shower foam on my body.
Writing this without intuition.
With an only reason that there is none.
Serving the net for a time machine.
And I bet you know why with the fact it doesn't exist.
HAHA. Yes I can be dumb sometimes.
Dumb when only this chapter comes.
Cause we are all dumb in this sense.
END.
Thank you for the push.
You've made me talk.
You messed me up.
In that moment I didn't feel like it.
Just for a second, it kept on popping out.
Cause I know that expression.
The same before.
Not in that moment I wanted to spill it.
Hurt is just there and I knew.
Told the picture on the other side.
What I said was not what I said.
More to come you should know.
But maybe no, you wouldn't need that speech no more.
1130am looking at my screen
With fingers making those writing noise.
With the cold surrounding my feet.
Even if the sun is shining.
There is still no heat.
Just like the season in your heart.
HAHA. With me laughing alone.
Without any shower foam on my body.
Writing this without intuition.
With an only reason that there is none.
Serving the net for a time machine.
And I bet you know why with the fact it doesn't exist.
HAHA. Yes I can be dumb sometimes.
Dumb when only this chapter comes.
Cause we are all dumb in this sense.
END.
Friday, January 21, 2011
At This Moment.
In this cold I sailed,
On the white paths of white crystals,
With the dim lights on the street,
Buttons and zips are tight up through my body,
Breath of white smokes coming out from before my lips,
Frozen hair which means the emptiness of the wind,
A mile to be brought down,
Legs keep on rowing to be faster then the slow,
Halfway with a thought of a missing book on the hands,
Stare and think with a possibility of going back,
But straight he walks to the place,
Not looking back going through fresh crystals,
To his place on the left final cut,
The place called home.
On the white paths of white crystals,
With the dim lights on the street,
Buttons and zips are tight up through my body,
Breath of white smokes coming out from before my lips,
Frozen hair which means the emptiness of the wind,
A mile to be brought down,
Legs keep on rowing to be faster then the slow,
Halfway with a thought of a missing book on the hands,
Stare and think with a possibility of going back,
But straight he walks to the place,
Not looking back going through fresh crystals,
To his place on the left final cut,
The place called home.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
December.
I would go back to December if I could and make the year stays and you remain.
I wish I could reverse all the days in January back to December and make you change your mind cause only with that change, I can get closer..as close as I can be.
I know its Taylor Swift but this bimbo can be cute sometimes.
I wish I could reverse all the days in January back to December and make you change your mind cause only with that change, I can get closer..as close as I can be.
I know its Taylor Swift but this bimbo can be cute sometimes.
Somewhere In Between.
Remembered the first day, remembered the middle and the end.
Sincere thoughts in me said its done but somewhere in between you're still there.
Pulling out with resistance I tried.
But no it wont leave. I suffered without your shine.
Look in me and tell, whether or not you are.
Whether or not you will. Whether or not you can.
Sincere thoughts in me said its done but somewhere in between you're still there.
Pulling out with resistance I tried.
But no it wont leave. I suffered without your shine.
Look in me and tell, whether or not you are.
Whether or not you will. Whether or not you can.
Monday, January 10, 2011
Where did he go ?
Like the flowing wind was he,
Like a soaring kite was he,
Where did he go? Lets find him.
We were led by the path we took,
While he carved a path of his own,
falling, stumbling… but carefree, dancing.
We fretted about our tomorrows,
He simply reveled in today,
Living every moment in abandonment.
Where did he come from,
He who touched our hearts and vanished,
Where did he go… lets find him.
In scorching sun, he was like a patch of shade,
In an endless desert, like an oasis,
On a bruised heart, like soothing balm, was he.
Afraid, we stayed confined in the well,
Fearless, he frolicked in the river,
Never hesitating to swim against the tide.
Like a carefree cloud was he,
Our dearest friend was he,
Where did he go, lets find him.
http://www.naachgaana.com/2009/11/10/shaan-rocks-behti-hawa-sa-tha-woh/
Like a soaring kite was he,
Where did he go? Lets find him.
We were led by the path we took,
While he carved a path of his own,
falling, stumbling… but carefree, dancing.
We fretted about our tomorrows,
He simply reveled in today,
Living every moment in abandonment.
Where did he come from,
He who touched our hearts and vanished,
Where did he go… lets find him.
In scorching sun, he was like a patch of shade,
In an endless desert, like an oasis,
On a bruised heart, like soothing balm, was he.
Afraid, we stayed confined in the well,
Fearless, he frolicked in the river,
Never hesitating to swim against the tide.
Like a carefree cloud was he,
Our dearest friend was he,
Where did he go, lets find him.
http://www.naachgaana.com/2009/11/10/shaan-rocks-behti-hawa-sa-tha-woh/
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