At This Moment 2

Thank you for the force.
Thank you for the push.
You've made me talk.
You messed me up.
In that moment I didn't feel like it.
Just for a second, it kept on popping out.
Cause I know that expression.
The same before.
Not in that moment I wanted to spill it.
Hurt is just there and I knew.
Told the picture on the other side.
What I said was not what I said.
More to come you should know.
But maybe no, you wouldn't need that speech no more.

1130am looking at my screen
With fingers making those writing noise.
With the cold surrounding my feet.
Even if the sun is shining.
There is still no heat.
Just like the season in your heart.
HAHA. With me laughing alone.
Without any shower foam on my body.
Writing this without intuition.
With an only reason that there is none.
Serving the net for a time machine.
And I bet you know why with the fact it doesn't exist.
HAHA. Yes I can be dumb sometimes.
Dumb when only this chapter comes.
Cause we are all dumb in this sense.
END.